Diluted roots

christ, let's try to describe this watered down feeling. The "jävla kärringar"won't understand anyway, so I might as well practise English. All of them with children"under education" ,"failed sons", divorced.and fatherless,getting jobs mostly because their mothers, had work networks that they could take advantage of, to get themselves into Goteborg's work-places, or with daughters, that are still dependent on them,away studying,but returning during holiday's. I don't think they envy me at all, that has a son that copes on his own,and being a woman that instead, has to cope with issues that they have managed to solve or that never appeared in their lives.They have not been good raw models to me these women and I have not been trained to understand what was needed to get established in a good way,neither for me or for Henrik's sake.Henrik was quick to figure that out on is own, but it took some "moves" to manage, moving to his father and getting better schools,and better economy at home, among them.